Me wo mite, itsu aeru?

Layout!!

2008-05-30T14:31:05Z

SO... I finally have myself a layout!!!!!!!!!!!!! ..thats all I wanted to say : ) oh and credit
for the header goes to akichuu !! Thanks again!! (you are credited in my profile<3)
I'm not sure what exactly to do with the rest of it though, my CSS "skills" absolutely suck.. <.<
buut I am satified for right now lol.. ..Reita FTW XD and I say woOt for that<3

~mei-chan^^

Birthday-ness

2008-05-14T22:49:06Z

Eeeee! I am now officially considered an A-dult :P
I can't believe that I turned 18 yesterday... It seems like I shouldn't be that old yet.. I'm possibly the most childish, ADD, un-adult-like person EV. :P heh. I actually love the fact that I was born on the 13th instead of being freaked, actually its one of my favorite numbers because of it :P and black cats are uber awesome. But I think the irony is that I was born on Mother's Day, because we fight more than I have ever fought with anyone ever or even conceived the thought of fighting that much with someone. My mom has been trying the whole 'let's bond' thing before I go off to college ..><* Don't get me wrong she has a cool idea (everyday after school this week she has a different 'surprise' for me for my b-day) .except we fight.. constantly. I don't even know why half the time we're fighting *sigh* But she did* take me downtown to shop Monday which was pretty uber cool of her. I really kinda wish we didn't fight so much when she did a cool thing like that, but we just seem to disagree on EVERYTHING. I suppose its a normal mother-daughter fight syndrome? I hope its like everyone says: "You'll get along so much better when you aren't under the same roof anymore!"

Ehh despite that, my actual b-day was pretty fun. It was quieter than my usual birthdays, it was just me with one of my best friends and we hung out at the mall and got piercings (!) cuz we're 18 now and we can do that. haha I know, lame huh? But it was one of those things you gotta do. Plus I don't smoke so I couldn't really take advantage of that priviledge. I got my first cartilidge piercing on my ear and my friend did too! I love getting piercings! (is that weird?) We tried to go into a sex shop (lol), but the door said 21 and up.. << damn\
really? cuz the last time I check the law allowed sex stuffs for 18 year olds... yup what a mean store :P
Then we went back to her house and watched my 5 Ugly Kingdom Live ( I swear, Kyo is the sexiest vocalist ever ever ever).
So a pretty laid back day, but it was nice ya know?^^

so woOt for 18! haha 21 here I come! (but.. I kinda wanna stop at 21, ne? ^^;)
in other news..!! my last day of high school is the 28th!! I've also been REALLY into Japanese dramas lately :P ..addicting.. seriously<3

got my guitar re-stringed today!

lol.. this entry has strung out every where.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! (yes I can still say it the day after! ..in fact I think I'll say it all week!) alsoooo, I'm going on vacation two days after graduation!! I havent seen my boyfriend in nine months *-*)\ (327439749 mental glompage^^) so I'm going to Florida to visit him! I'm can't wait! Soon I will no longer be in a long distance relationship!<3

~mei-chan~

my first fic/oneshot!

2008-03-30T06:31:03Z

Title: A Bright Future
Author: Me! sukinayaoides (or mei-chan ^^)
Pairing: ToraXHiroto
Band: Alice Nine, the GazettE(reference)
Chapters: Oneshot
Genre: Romance, Comedy
Rating: PG-13 (just to be safe)
Beta: kaorus_beard and greenmoon666 (very special thanks to them for also giving me some confidence and telling me their thoughts! ily! *hugs*
Warnings: Fluff, crackPon, first fic ever, aaand manXman
Disclaimer: No I do not own alice nine, nor control their actions to do my bidding... (damn)
Synopsis:"As he stepped off the front steps of the building that had been such a fixture in his life for the last four years, Tora paused and took a deep breath, then looked back at his high school; he was no longer a student, but a graduate."

A Bright Future

As he stepped off the front steps of the building that had been such a fixture in his life for the last four years, Tora paused and took a deep breath, then looked back at his high school; he was no longer a student, but a graduate.

He suddenly felt a bit nostalgic about the normally dreaded stomping grounds. He had his real first kiss with a girl here… and,—he chuckled softly to himself—with a guy as well. He had been a loner at first, but as time went on he had made the most awesome friends that he could have ever hoped for! Also, he had his newly started band life to look forward to! They had their first real gig ('well, we haven't *technically* been signed yet.. and it's for free..') but hey! It was a place to play and hell, he was excited!

The sun was bright and seemed to urge him forward, so taking a last quick glance at those doors, he turned with a light smile forming on his lips and stepped off the stone steps for the last time. A firm hand on his shoulder broke him out of his thoughts and he looked over to see the shining face of best friend and fellow bandmate, Shou-kun.

"We did it Tora-kun!" he laughed cheerily, enthusiastically declaring his freedom. Tora grinned, looking back at his best friend.

Shou smiled happily back at him, the sun playing in his blond hair, making
it look so bright that Tora thought briefly to himself that it might harm his eyes and wondered if Uruha-kun would ever return his sunglasses... He yawned.. His tired exam-hammered brain felt numb from the many hours of hard work and sleepless
nights… But! Exams were finally over and he was free. So he let his thoughts wander again... back to Uruha-kun and sunglasses.

"Hey, hey! Tora, you listening?" Shou laughed at the small smile and glazed eyes of his dark-haired friend.

Tora, on the other hand, was deeply immersed in thoughts of Uru-chan's last party and in the dangers of pogo-sticking contests near swimming pools. He chuckled to himself. 'Uruha had snuck some 'Moet & Chandon' from his parents’ liquor cabinet and enthusiastically convinced everyone that it was a good idea to pogo.' He smiled again, thinking of that party. He thought that he might have lent his sunglasses to Uruha then..?

"Eeeaarth to Tora~!"

"Huh? Yeah, ehh gomen Shou-kun," Tora said, squinting back at his friend, shielding the harsh sun from his eyes.

"Ehh, I really need so—" He was suddenly cut short by a certain very hyper guitarist whooshing by, flailing his arms wildly in what Tora could only guess was an interpretation of some sort of flying wildlife... or an octopus... maybe a monkey...
It was hard to tell. Just something that flails.

"I'm freeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! WoooOO!!" Around him, people were giving him freaked out looks and trying and then failing to dodge Pon's crazy arm movements.

"Nao..." Tora said with a slightly tired tinge to his voice, though he was smiling. Nao had just showed up next to Pon, popping a Starbucks chocolate in his mouth.

"Hmm?"

"Did you give Hiroto any coffee?"

"Uhhh.." Nao then smirked and shrugged. "Come'on Tora, you don't OWN him! Plus, I think he's cute!"

Tora narrowed his eyes slightly.

"Okay, okay! Yours!" Nao corrected himself, trying to hide the fast forming smirk.

Tora turned his head and awkwardly scratched it, trying to hide his blush, a smile quickly finding its way to his lips. Saga then strolled up and ruffled the taller boy’s hair.

"So you finally told him?"

Tora's grin slightly faltered before he regained himself and pulled Saga's hand from his hair, then stuck out his tongue. "Urusai! ...But, ehh you know, I guess it's about time I told him," he said, taking a deep breath. "Tonight's the night."

"For what?" Hiroto had finally stopped flailing his arms and was a bit out of breath and slightly flushed.

Tora bit his lip for a second before a huge grin broke out on his face and he sped up his step to reach the younger boy, putting an arm around his shoulders. "For us boys to become men!"

Shou, Nao, and Saga snickered loudly at this, receiving a glare from Tora. "Okay well, maybe we can just start by going to that new club that just opened up, now that we are all eighteen."

"Sounds cool!" Shou said immediately, his tone sounding excited.

"I'm in." Saga grinned slyly. He had turned eighteen three months ago and had been club hopping ever since, so he was already well known among 'the scene'.

"I wonder if they have any coffee flavored liquor? Do I look old enough?" Nao struck several "manly" poses while his friends laughed heartily, holding their sides.

Tora turned to Hiroto, still with his arm around the younger boy, and was pleased to see a light blush had found its way to his cheeks as he leaned into Tora's embrace, eyes downcast. "Hmm? Pon?" Tora said smoothly.

"Yeah?" he managed to squeak out. For some reason he suddenly found it hard to speak and his heart began to pound hard in his chest.

Tora then leaned over and whispered in his ear, his soft breath making Hiroto tingle slightly all over. "Will you be my date tonight?"

Pon gasped and somehow managed out, "Sure," with eyes widening.

Tora then moved smoothly over, soft lips grazing a path over the side of Hiroto’s flushed face as he placed a soft kiss on his cheek.

Hiroto could have sworn he almost peed himself.

His friends were whooping in the background, yet Tora’s eyes were trained on Hiroto, who was turning several shades darker.

'Yup,' thought Tora, as a nice breeze ruffled their hair, life was only getting sweeter.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

author notes:

^_^ so? was it dumb? :P This is my first try at fanfiction so please tell me what you think (maybe on the nicer side.. etoo.. ^^')

I had a lot of fun writing this! comments are LOVE

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2008-01-01T18:19:19Z

Happy
New
Year!!!!!

with naked Gackt! XD

wow.. to think that I turn eighteen this year.. and I graduate..()_() ... ^___^ i can't wait! hehe~
Don't most ppl come up with New Year's resolutions or something? I have nooo idea what mine should be.. hmmm I should probably post more... and I have always wanted to start my own fic on here.. but that's kind of scary! *hides*
I spoke Japanese for the first time to a native yesterday... and she responded back in Japanese!! hehe~ I was sooo excited!
I have been studying Japanese for a little while now here and there in between school studies and it was really cool to practice with someone for real. Even though I was* in the Japan section at Epcot...<< :P She was soo cool! (I'll post a picture later when I get it off my phone) I wanted to ask if she was happy working for Disney.. I have always wondered about Disney...hmm &There was this random manager guy who was at the register and he actually pitched an Asst. Manager position at me! *-* But as I am not from Orlando.. and have yet to graduate high school.. lol. yeaaa
and I am still suspicious of Disney, I wonder if I'd be signing my life away.. ()_() tho. that store was* pretty awesome.

I wonder what this year has in store..?

~Mei

sukinayaoides @ 2007-10-31T16:21:00

2007-10-31T16:49:15Z

Happy Halloween!!!

how are my little pretties♥? XD

I'm actually thinking about possible going trick-or-treating.
...because I really want some candy, and all my friends are working *makes a face*..so why not?
seventeens not too old is it? hey, I'm short, this quite possibly might be the only* advantage to being short ^^ .

I have nooo idea what I should be though!
any ideas?
..maybe I'll be Harry Potter ~_^ ..

also, on a different note.. I'm picking up my paycheck today!♥♥♥ *grin* and I want to buy a GazettE DVD but I can't decided between the last tour and the one before!! help... i wish i could buy both but my mom would kill me with her "Save for college!" speech!
...so i should* try and limit myself to 1..
so... which DVD is better??

i really wish i wasn't in school right now..blah

~mei-chan~

sukinayaoides @ 2007-05-13T15:29:00

2007-05-13T19:46:17Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY... 2 me!!
yea my b-day is on mothersday
just like the day i was born, it happens like this about every 7 years or so.depending on if its a leap year[?] eh,, not really sure how that one works lol..
hehe but neways im all excited so i thought id share ^^ birthdays for me are so fun ~i always feel like a little kid!!~ i actually had a chocolate sunday for lunch!!! ~so awesome~ ;drools;
and some LJ jrock smutt topped it off hehe* looooove u guyesez fan fic action :P
it atarted pooring rain outside after i got back from lunch so i cant really go anywhere else today so im a little sad about that even though i love the rain! ~but as a result im feeling a little ppl lonely sooo ... whats up? hehe
but hey i have the internet so i will find countless random ways to entertain myself XD XD XD
kudos to the internet!
so birthday comment me and give me some company?! *puppy eyes*
hehe im 17 today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whoopie! *jumps and twirls*
i have a sparkly crown/ heehe soo awesome

*LOVE YOU*
~mei-chan~

!

2007-04-25T08:48:41Z

As I am sure most of you know by now. Bou, guitarist of Antique Cafe will be leaving the band after the live on 4/30/2007 T.T
So to honor all how far he has come with the band and also as a personal tribute I made a little fan video for him XD
Ive been sick and bored and also I felt
it was the least I could do .. I mean jesus.. I LOVE BOU!
*sobs* I still can't believe it.. well
here's the URL for my fan vid on youtube:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Pmd4DjSA64

(sry for the youtube quality..it is well..youtube lol)
tip: try to wait till it loads all or almost all the way first otherwise the music will be kinda skewed...*curses*..youtube..*shakesfist*
lol..well comment it here and/or there cuz ill ♥ u forevers *poutface*
and i worked really hard on it!!

love you guys
~mei-chan~

sukinayaoides @ 2007-04-09T02:20:00

2007-04-09T06:30:27Z

[stop prejudice, spread the love]

I am...

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who is afraid becuase I can love a man and a woman.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

hehe @ greenmoon666

2007-04-05T01:20:18Z

hehe i did some of the quizes u posted check it out ;p

Your LiveJournal Pirate Crew
LiveJournal Username
Fifteen men on a dead man's chest!
Cutlass or pistol?
What is the name of your pirate ship?
Where is your secret pirate base?
What kind of loot do you prefer?
What do you and your crew prefer to be called?
Parrot or monkey?
Argh!

Your capable first mate	greenmoon666
Your bumbling cabin boy with a heart of gold	greenmoon666
The aloof, yet honorable, pirate with a mysterious past	greenmoon666
Is always the first one into the fray	beneathwaves
Is the naval officer who ruthlessly pursues your ship	akichuu
Is the comical pirate who is always drunk on grog	akichuu
Is currently in Davy Jones's locker	greenmoon666
The amount of money you make as a pirate	$94,129


This Fun Quiz created by Lynn at BlogQuiz.Net

Pisces Horoscope at DailyHoroscopes.Biz

helloo~

2007-03-29T04:00:03Z

yayyy~
im posting my first graphic ever today :P *partysinhead* (exciting, ne?? XD)
I hope you guys like it, if you do please tell me so I can become more confident! cuz im hella shy about my own stuff, but I realy want to get more involved on here so.. yay? :P lol
Well, neways i did a Ruka Wallpaper (from Naitomea, ~Nightmare) XD XD XD lol
~wow im a dork (or just a typical fangirl :P hehe ~hey we all have our moments *nods*)
I got the idea from this t-shirt Ruka himself designed :P !! -->
http://img254.imageshack.us/img254/7449/rurubv2.jpg

okay well,, here's the wallpaper! ~be sure to tell me what you think>.<
: )
http://img101.imageshack.us/img101/9093/copyofproject1wn6.jpg
love love love to my LJfriends
<3 *huggles*

hmm..

2007-03-28T01:57:31Z

hehe *grins sheepishly* i feel kinda guilty cuz ive never even lO,Oked at this journal until today, b/c i usually use Live Journal to read and chat with ppl : ) .. buuut ive been thinking about posting some of my own work around in the near future. I've got a stream of icons i am working on as well as other graphic! so.. look forward to that! (*doubts anyone is reading...><) And ill prolly also post them to various communities aswell as in here! so.. yay! maybe i am going to get over my shyness!? XD
<3 to my LJ and friends ( ikno not many but im new and i hope to make more!)