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30th-May-2008 10:20 am - Layout!!
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SO... I finally have myself a layout!!!!!!!!!!!!!  ..thats all I wanted to say : ) oh and credit
for the header goes to [info]akichuu !! Thanks again!! (you are credited in my profile<3)
I'm not sure what exactly to do with the rest of it though, my CSS "skills" absolutely suck.. <.<
buut I am satified for right now lol.. ..Reita FTW XD   and I say woOt for that<3


~mei-chan^^
14th-May-2008 06:15 pm - Birthday-ness
Eeeee! I am now officially considered an A-dult :P
I can't believe that I turned 18 yesterday... It seems like I shouldn't be that old yet.. I'm possibly the most childish, ADD, un-adult-like person EV. :P heh. I actually love the fact that I was born on the 13th instead of being freaked, actually its one of my favorite numbers because of it :P and black cats are uber awesome. But I think the irony is that I was born on Mother's Day, because we fight more than I have ever fought with anyone ever or even conceived the thought of fighting that much with someone. My mom has been trying the whole 'let's bond' thing before I go off to college ..><* Don't get me wrong she has a cool idea (everyday after school this week she has a different 'surprise' for me for my b-day) .except we fight.. constantly. I don't even know why half the time we're fighting *sigh* But she did* take me downtown to shop Monday which was pretty uber cool of her. I really kinda wish we didn't fight so much when she did a cool thing like that, but we just seem to disagree on EVERYTHING. I suppose its a normal mother-daughter fight syndrome?  I hope its like everyone says: "You'll get along so much better when you aren't under the same roof anymore!"

Ehh despite that, my actual b-day was pretty fun. It was quieter than my usual birthdays, it was just me with one of my best friends and we hung out at the mall and got piercings (!) cuz we're 18 now and we can do that. haha I know, lame huh? But it was one of those things you gotta do. Plus I don't smoke so I couldn't really take advantage of that priviledge. I got my first cartilidge piercing on my ear and my friend did too! I love getting piercings! (is that weird?) We tried to go into a sex shop (lol), but the door said 21 and up.. << damn\
really? cuz the last time I check the law allowed sex stuffs for 18 year olds... yup what a mean store :P
Then we went back to her house and watched my 5 Ugly Kingdom Live ( I swear, Kyo is the sexiest vocalist ever ever ever).
So a pretty laid back day, but it was nice ya know?^^

so woOt for 18! haha 21 here I come!  (but.. I kinda wanna stop at 21, ne? ^^;)
in other news..!! my last day of high school is the 28th!! I've  also been REALLY into Japanese dramas lately :P ..addicting.. seriously<3

got my guitar re-stringed today!

lol.. this entry has strung out every where.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! (yes I can still say it the day after! ..in fact I think I'll say it all week!)  alsoooo, I'm going on vacation two days after graduation!! I havent seen my boyfriend in nine months *-*)\ (327439749 mental glompage^^) so I'm going to Florida to visit him! I'm can't wait! Soon I will no longer be in a long distance relationship!<3


~mei-chan~
30th-Mar-2008 02:05 am - my first fic/oneshot!
Hiroto

Title: A Bright Future
Author: Me!  sukinayaoides (or mei-chan ^^)
Pairing: ToraXHiroto
Band: Alice Nine, the GazettE(reference)
Chapters: Oneshot
Genre: Romance, Comedy
Rating: PG-13 (just to be safe)
Beta: [info]kaorus_beard and [info]greenmoon666 (very special thanks to them for also giving me some confidence and telling me their thoughts! ily! *hugs*
Warnings: Fluff, crackPon, first fic ever, aaand manXman
Disclaimer: No I do not own alice nine, nor control their actions to do my bidding... (damn)
Synopsis:
"As he stepped off the front steps of the building that had been such a fixture in his life for the last four years, Tora paused and took a deep breath, then looked back at his high school; he was no longer a student, but a graduate."



1st-Jan-2008 12:47 pm - HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Bou, snow
Happy
New
Year!!!!!

with naked Gackt! XD

wow.. to think that I turn eighteen this year.. and I graduate..()_() ... ^___^ i can't wait! hehe~
Don't most ppl come up with New Year's resolutions or something? I have nooo idea what mine should be.. hmmm I should probably post more... and I have always wanted to start my own fic on here.. but that's kind of scary! *hides*
I spoke Japanese for the first time to a native yesterday... and she responded back in Japanese!! hehe~ I was sooo excited!
I have been studying Japanese for a little while now here and there in between school studies and it was really cool to practice with someone for real. Even though I was* in the Japan section at Epcot...<< :P She was soo cool! (I'll post a picture later when I get it off my phone) I wanted to ask if she was happy working for Disney.. I have always wondered about Disney...hmm &There was this random manager guy who was at the register and he actually pitched an Asst. Manager position at me! *-* But as I am not from Orlando.. and have yet to graduate high school.. lol. yeaaa
 and I am still suspicious of Disney, I wonder if I'd be signing my life away.. ()_() tho. that store was* pretty awesome.

I wonder what this year has in store..?

~Mei
31st-Oct-2007 04:21 pm(no subject)
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Happy Halloween!!!

how are my little pretties♥? XD

I'm actually thinking about possible going trick-or-treating.
...because I really want some candy, and all my friends are working *makes a face*..so why not?
seventeens not too old is it? hey, I'm short, this quite possibly might be the only* advantage to being short ^^ .

I have nooo idea what I should be though!
any ideas?
..maybe I'll be Harry Potter ~_^ ..

also, on a different note.. I'm picking up my paycheck today!♥♥♥ *grin* and I want to buy a GazettE DVD but I can't decided between the last tour and the one before!! help... i wish i could buy both but my mom would kill me with her "Save for college!" speech!
...so i should* try and limit myself to 1..
so... which DVD is better??

i really wish i wasn't in school right now..blah

~mei-chan~
5th-Jun-2007 11:54 am(no subject)
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I got some jrock icon love for you guys!! these are mostly Alice Nine (nao and shou), but there are some random Dir en Grey and even 2 Bou! e-to,.. this is my first icon post soo (another internet v-card LJ has taken from me lol..), be nice and comment if you like any!
and of course credit!

Teasers:




~mei-chan~♥
2nd-Jun-2007 04:31 pm - Photoshop class :P
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hehe i dont even know why I am uploading this.. 4 kicks and giggles perhaps? :] lol I'm in this Photoshop 1 class at my school and we had to design a cover of an existing magazine...but* with our face on it!
and... I of course did Shoxx!!! ~love that magazine~
I left out the Japanese text because the crappy internet and computers at my school can't handle the awesomeness that is Japanese :P *rollseyes*
well its ohtay cuz my photoshop teacher doesn't know anyways :P
so yeah ..this is SUCH a crack post but oh well.... love me?
lO.Ok )

comment my lovelies hehe
hey its not that* unrealistic.. u never know i could be on the cover of Shoxx someday *dreams* (~,~) XD
13th-May-2007 03:29 pm(no subject)
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY... 2 me!!
yea my b-day is on mothersday
just like the day i was born, it happens like this about every 7 years or so.depending on if its a leap year[?] eh,, not really sure how that one works lol..
hehe but neways im all excited so i thought id share ^^ birthdays for me are so fun ~i always feel like a little kid!!~ i actually had a chocolate sunday for lunch!!! ~so awesome~ ;drools;
and some LJ jrock smutt topped it off hehe* looooove u guyesez fan fic action :P
it atarted pooring rain outside after i got back from lunch so i cant really go anywhere else today so im a little sad about that even though i love the rain! ~but as a result im feeling a little ppl lonely sooo ... whats up? hehe
but hey i have the internet so i will find countless random ways to entertain myself XD XD XD
kudos to the internet!
so birthday comment me and give me some company?! *puppy eyes*
hehe im 17 today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whoopie! *jumps and twirls*
i have a sparkly crown/ heehe soo awesome

*LOVE YOU*
~mei-chan~
25th-Apr-2007 04:39 am - !
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As I am sure most of you know by now. Bou, guitarist of Antique Cafe will be leaving the band after the live on 4/30/2007 T.T
So to honor all how far he has come with the band and also as a personal tribute I made a little fan video for him XD
Ive been sick and bored and also I felt
it was the least I could do .. I mean jesus.. I LOVE BOU!
*sobs* I still can't believe it.. well
here's the URL for my fan vid on youtube:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Pmd4DjSA64

(sry for the youtube quality..it is well..youtube lol)
tip: try to wait till it loads all or almost all the way first otherwise the music will be kinda skewed...*curses*..youtube..*shakesfist*
lol..well comment it here and/or there cuz ill ♥ u forevers *poutface*
and i worked really hard on it!!

love you guys
~mei-chan~
9th-Apr-2007 02:20 am(no subject)
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[stop prejudice, spread the love]

I am...

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.


I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who is afraid becuase I can love a man and a woman.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.
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